“And
they are called Incubi from their practice
of overlaying, that is debauching. For
they often lust lecherously after women,
and copulate with them…the foulest
venereal acts are performed by such
devils, not for the sake of delectation,
but for the pollution of the souls and
bodies of those to whom they act as
. . . Incubi [and] through such action
complete conception and generation by
women can take place.”
The Malleus Maleficarum of Heinrich
Kramer and James Sprenger, Part One,
Question Three.
A thirty-seven year old female in the
Midwest began experiencing strange sensations
of something walking or crawling over
the bed she and her husband shared.
Sometimes the movements would occur
while both were completely awake; occasionally,
indentations would appear on the blankets
corresponding to the “steps”
of the invisible intruder. On at least
two separate nights, the woman awakened
to fondling and touches arousing her
sexually: fully awake, she realized
her husband was sleeping soundly next
to her.
Though she tried to shake it off as
a vivid dream – her husband had,
after all, been sick for several years
and his condition had made sexual relations
impossible. Perhaps the disturbing,
very real dreams were the simple result
of frustration resulting from dealing
with such a prolonged illness. But a
few months later, after her husband’s
death, the woman found herself alone
in her bed and about to discover the
truth about her nocturnal visitations
. . .
Within no time the invisible entities
were back in her bed and, perhaps in
grief and exhaustion, the woman finally
gave in to their advances. The experience
defied description and once she had
succumbed to the foreplay of her unseen
seducers she found herself needing sex
constantly, twenty-four hours a day.
She became immediately addicted to the
attentions of the entities now, evidently,
with her constantly; they never tired,
either, and were ready to oblige her
growing sexual addiction.

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The woman tried to rationalize that
the spirit visitations were from kind,
well-meaning spirits, higher intelligences
from another more advanced plane of
existence. But deep in her mind she
knew differently as the frequency of
the encounters increased and her need
for constant sex began to interfere
with her day-to-day existence.
She began to make some attempt at resistance,
feeble at first, but with each encounter
she felt herself more determined to
put an end to the visits. As her will
grew stronger, to her dismay, the encounters
became more aggressive; soon gentle
seduction became something more like
attack. Steeling her will, she made
the best attempt possible to resist
the spirits who were now constantly
with her and constantly engaging in
sexual activity with her. But it was
to no avail.
Something had been triggered the moment
she first relented to the lustful entities
and from that instant they had the upper
hand. When she finally resorted to prayers
and pleas to God to end the foul attacks
she was introduced to a new experience
at the hand of what she described as
a “more powerful” spirit
than the others and able to subdue the
others. The presence of this entity
was heralded by extreme cold and tingling
from head to toe just before the sexual
foreplay would begin. During visits
from this particular entity, whether
she resisted or not, the sex act was
brutal and she was paralyzed –
unable to participate or to stop it
from happening. She had become the sexual
slave of something not of this world
and she, in a weak moment, had shackled
herself to her fate.
Though lesser in numbers, the male progeny
of the demon goddess Lilith were nonetheless
a force to be reckoned with –
offspring following in the footsteps
of their father, the very, very, very
bad angel Sammael.

The Devil Tarot Card Icon, by Ricardo
Pustanio © 2005 gold leaf mixed
medium on wood 8.5 x 11 inches
These satanic sons of the fall inherited
their parents’ flagrant disregard
for the Creator and the natural order
of things; they also bore deep within
them the hatred of their parents for
the children of Adam and Eve, whom they
looked upon as prey and prizes in a
game of eternal ruination.
While their sisters and sometimes lovers
the succubi and maras relied upon the
seduction and glamour to tempt men into
the sin of copulation with demons, the
male incubi were imbued with a natural
allure that gave them power to overcome
even the most chaste females. It was
said of the incubi that they, like their
angelic father, possessed much of the
nobility inherent in their nature at
the beginning of time. It made sense,
after all, that they should become the
heirs of this higher quality from their
forebear, who was created along with
the angels who remained loyal before
the throne of God. But in the lower
regions of the human world, where the
veil between the natural and unnatural
is often tenuous, the beauty and nobility
of their nature would serve them well
and, though they were devils, they would
often meet little resistance among the
daughters of man.
“…for the nature that was
given them has not been changed…their
nature remained intact and very splendid,
although they cannot use it for any
good purpose.”
The Malleus Maleficarum of Heinrich
Kramer and James Sprenger, Part One,
Question Three.
In the annals of occult literature,
especially in the writings that come
to us from the Middle Ages, there are
hundreds of accounts of demons who lurk
in the shadow realms of the unseen world,
waiting for a moment to strike –
but this hunter has only one prey, human
females. Knowingly, stealthily, slowly
and often with infinite patience the
invader will make his presence known,
visiting its victim while she slumbers,
taking advantage of the dream state
to introduce itself to her as if emanating
from her deepest yearnings. Within time
and with patience the predator sexual
spirit, the incubi, will obtain all
that it desires and more, preying on
the lustful weaknesses that plague the
physical state.
It
is frequently found that some
women have knowingly invited and
succumbed to the sexual seduction
of these incubus devils; still
others have become victims by
unwittingly allowing an incubus
entry to the physical plane through
misguided witchcraft or amateur
attempts at divination. Once realized
on this plane, the incubi will
slowly begin to work its sexual
magic until the victim responds,
trancelike, all the while attempting
to rationalize the experience,
all the while unable to share
anything about it with any human
from the waking world.
During the witch
persecutions of the Middle Ages
it was taken as fact that all
women suspected or convicted of
practicing witchcraft had been
the willing concubines of these
unnatural devil lovers, these
“sons of perdition.”
That witches should rightfully
be damned and destroyed based
on this assumption led to their
inevitable end in the purging
fires of the Inquisition. But
the great Inquisitors of the time
held that all women, regardless
of whether or not they practiced
witchcraft or not – all
women were unable to restrain
themselves when it came to the
delectations of their incubi lovers.
The fear was that a man might
never know, for a fact, whether
his good wife was actually the
secret sexual toy of an unseen
and extremely virile underworld
spirit.
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Because
of their descent in line from one of
the brightest of God’s angels
– Sammael was a powerful angel
of the throne of God before the fall
– these incubi had the added attraction
of their inherently sublime natures.
Often they would appear as figures of
shining light, clad in nearly all the
splendor their father wore at the creation
of the world. Only later, after the
shine had worn off, did the woman thus
deceived actually see her lover in his
actual, sometimes awful, incubus state
– a woman might awake to find
a goat-like creature or, most awful,
a corpse in the bed next to her, once
the mantle of glamour had been breached.
“It is a very general belief,
the truth of which is vouched for by
many from their own experience, or at
least from hearsay as having been experienced
by men of undoubted trustworthiness,
that [they]…(which are commonly
called Incubi) have appeared to wanton
women and have sought and obtained coition
with them. And that certain devils…assiduously
attempt and achieve this filthiness
is vouched for by so many credible witnesses
that it would seem impudent to deny
it…And that which seems true to
many cannot be altogether false.”
The Malleus Maleficarum of Heinrich
Kramer and James Sprenger, Part One,
Question Three.
A widely held belief is that some incubi
are able to engage in sexual relations
and even to father children on unknowing
victims by taking possession of the
body of a human man. These possessed
individuals would often go about as
perfectly normal looking men, although
there was always something not “quite
right” about them – something
aloof and hard to define. Always they
demonstrated a sadistic nature and a
love of evil behavior, though usually
they are able to hide this from their
female prey.
Time after time, as recorded throughout
the folklore and traditions of many
cultures, the incubus-man would behave
in a predictable manner: seeking out
a weak, shy or neglected female the
demon would enter her life like a knight
in shining armor, the long-hoped-for
lover arriving at last. Soon, however,
the victim finds that all her resistance
is worn down and before she realizes
it she has given herself in more ways
than just a promise or a vow. Deflowered,
often defamed, ruined in the eyes of
her family and community, the woman,
once abandoned by the incubus, will
often give in to her despair and take
her own life.
Occasionally, the incubus-man would
simply abandon his victim without explanation
or promise of return. The lucky ones
were able to live out honorable lives
as spinsters, rationalizing that the
events never even happened. Some, more
lucky, would find other willing suitors,
but the memory of the devil who had
plagued her, and the fear of its return,
was never far from mind.
BRIDAL
BALLAD by
Edgar Allen Poe
The ring is on my hand,
And the wreath is on my
brow;
Satins and jewels grand
Are all at my command,
And I am happy now.
And my lord he loves me
well;
But, when first he breathed
his vow,
I felt my bosom swell –
For the words rang as a
knell,
And the voice seemed HIS
who fell
In the battle down the dell,
And who is happy now.
But he spoke to re-assure
me,
And he kissed my pallid
brow,
While a reverie came o’er
me,
And to the church-yard bore
me
(Thinking him dead D’Elormie),
“Oh, I am happy now!”
And thus the words were
spoken,
And this the plighted vow;
And, though my faith be
broken,
And, though my heart be
broken,
Here is a ring, as token
That I am happy now! –
Behold the golden token
That PROVES me happy now!
Would God I could awaken!
For I dream I know not how,
And my soul is sorely shaken
Lest an evil step be taken,
--
Lest the dead who is forsaken
May not be happy now. |
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incubi are spirits of place who
prey not on a single victim, but
on many over a period of several
years. Ghost-like in their location-specific
nature, these spirits do, nonetheless,
fit the definition of incubi in
that they are responsible for regular
sexual attacks on unsuspecting females
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One such experience occurred to a young
woman traveling from Northern California
to Oregon to visit family one holiday
season. Having set out late in the day,
when night came on she found herself
tired of driving and in need of a place
to rest. She pulled into a well-kept,
well-lit hotel off the main highway,
one of a popular chain. Within a short
time she was locking herself into a
clean and secure hotel room.
After a quick shower, the woman prepared
for bed. She had a long drive ahead
of her in the morning and wanted to
get an early start. Finally settled
in, she turned out the lights and fell
quickly to sleep.
Some time later she awoke to an icy
chill in the room. Her eyes flew wide
as she perceived that everything was
not right. Lifting her head to look
around, she was horrified to see what
looked like hand prints in deep indentations
near the foot of the bed on either side
of her legs. She instinctively reached
for the light, but before she could
turn it on she felt the strong grip
of an unseen force pulling the bed covers
off. She tried to move but was instantly
and painfully forced down onto the mattress.
Her clothes were ripped away. The crushing
weight of the unseen spirit made it
impossible for her to move or call out.
Unbearable waves of pain shook her body
as something, unseen and unyielding
was forcing itself into her again and
again. Soon she felt the invisible being
seem to stiffen and then its grip lessened
slightly. She chose this moment to try
to bolt.
Immediately it was on her again, grabbing
her legs as she clawed at the carpet
between the bed and the hotel room door.
Once again it attacked her, pushing
her face into the carpet; again she
could not utter a sound or even move.
For the rest of the dark hours of the
night these attacks were repeated, again
and again. As the first grey light of
day seeped into the room, the entity
was gone as quickly as it had arrived.
DEMON
LOVERS
"Oh, where have you
been, my long, long love,
this seven years and more?"
"Oh, I've come to seek
my former vows
Ye granted me before."
"Oh, do not speak of
your former vows,
For they will breed sad
strife;
Oh, do not speak of your
former vows,
For I have become a wife."
He turned him right and
round about,
And the tear blinded his
eye:
"I would never have
trodden on this ground
If it had not been for thee."
"If I was to leave
my husband dear,
And my two babes also,
Oh, what have you to take
me to,
If with you I should go?"
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Thus begins a famous English folk song
of the early 17th century based, more
than likely, on an even older folk tradition
that for centuries served as a cautionary
tale against mourning overmuch for the
loss of a love. When the woman asked
where it is her returned lover will
take her to, the answer, ultimately,
is the frozen wastes of hell.
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with so many similar tales, the
man who had gone away so many years
ago was no man at all but a demon
incubus in the form and shape of
a man. And usually he has returned
to make good on some dark promise
pledged between the lovers long
years before. |
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The old and wise would often counsel
against mourning too much for the dead.
This, they said, made the dead unable
to rest and, they warned, often called
them back when they ought to be allowed
to move on in peace. But in every age
there are crises large and small which
result in the separation of lovers and
the loss of dear ones. It is difficult
to comfort a young heart thus severed
by untimely death; it is even more difficult
to prevent the longing that incubi rely
upon to lure their prey into the very
depths of hell, cheating heaven of two
souls in the bargain. Here is one way
this may be:
During the years of the Civil War many
thousands of American families were
displaced or were disrupted by the battles
sweeping across the United States. Many
thousands of sons, lovers and husbands
were swept off – willingly or
not – to fight in the great conflict
then redefining our nation. It was not
uncommon for whole villages and communities
to be emptied of every able bodied man,
leaving only children and grandfathers
behind; brothers of one family were
often allowed to remain with the state
militia they had joined and this meant
that they would face the conflict all
together instead of being separated
– very obviously a two-edged sword.
Such was the case in one small farming
community in the hills of Tennessee.
Fathers, husbands, and sons –
all the fine manhood of the area rushed
up to fight for the cause and all marched
away together, gone to be soldiers for
Dixie.
Among these fine men was the betrothed
of a merchant’s daughter who watched
from the upper windows of her father’s
dry goods store as the militia filed
out of town, rank upon grey rank fading
into the dusty horizon. The young woman
watched until the sharp flicker of sunlight
on the tip of a bayonet was the last
sight she had of the soldiers and of
her dearly beloved.
This was in the spring. As spring gave
way to summer and word of distant battles
came to the village, she was comforted
by some few letters from her dearest
and even a steely photograph arrived
showing her loved one very proper and
stern in his army duds. She put it in
a special place on the mantelpiece of
her bedroom. But after this, there was
nothing, no word at all from her beloved.
To keep away the sullen thoughts she
would sit beside the window in the dying
summer sunlight and work painstakingly
at her needlepoint or read again from
the books that she and her dear one
had treasured together.
Summer gave way to autumn and still
there was no word from him, nor, it
must be said, from any of the bright
young men who had marched away so gallantly
in the springtime. Soon the crowns of
gold and orange that ringed the mountaintops
gave way to somber brown. Winter had
come and with no news of her heart’s
desire. But with the first hints of
snow letters came through the post confirming
the worst fears of many of the village
residents. She was not spared: her beloved
was missing, presumed dead.
Now she gave herself entirely over to
grief, believing the worst to be true.
If her were alive, she told herself,
he would communicate with her somehow,
some way. Listless and red-eyed, she
wandered through each cold day in a
daze; when night came, it brought no
peace, and the tears returned to plague
her. Alone, in the solemn darkness of
her room night after night she would
call out the name of her lover in a
hoarse whisper, thinking only the darkness
could hear.
But one moonless night near the end
of that horrible year there came the
sound of a horse galloping through the
empty byways. Nearer and nearer it came,
as if all the devils of hell were chasing
it. Drawn to the window by the strange
cacophony which seemed to suddenly halt
very near, she looked out and there,
standing on a blanket of new snow, was
the panting horse and beside it stood
the unmistakable form of her dear lover!
He was looking up at her, she could
tell, and she threw the window open,
blinded by tears.
“Come down,” he called to
her in a voice that seemed hollow in
the cold night. “We haven’t
much time.” She was not deterred
and nodding to him, she swiftly turned
and sped from her bedroom, down the
stairs and out the front door of the
house.
He had already mounted the smoking,
sweaty beast and as she approached her
reached out with a strong arm and pulled
her up into the saddle behind him. She
was overjoyed; she laid her head against
his back, enthralled by the feel of
him, the rough-hewn fabric of his butternut
grey uniform against her cheek. But
suddenly it struck her – how awfully,
awfully cold he was. It wasn’t
just the night air that beat against
her as they rode, swift as the wind,
into the pitch-blackness. His body was
frigid against her arms and about him
was a smell, oddly familiar and distressful.
She shivered and he responded by saying,
“It is not far now!”
She sat up just enough to see over his
shoulder. The dark fingers of the trees
wheeled away above them as the horse
galloped on. Soon, in the distance,
there came into view the forms of crosses
and headstones, gleaming unearthly white
in the dark night.
“But -- !” was all she managed
before the horse leapt and in that final
leap cleared the low fence of the burying
ground. When its raging hooves once
again struck the earth she was jolted
slightly in the saddle and he had to
reach for her to keep her from falling.
What she saw horrified her and froze
her face in a contorted look of terror
and ghastly realization: it was the
form of her lover that held her, but
the face was a mangled mass of skeletal
bone and fragments of flesh, empty eye
sockets and the death grin of a cadaver.
“You called to me,” said
a hollow, faraway voice, “and
I came back for you!”
The young woman screamed pitiably as
the horse leaped yet again. This time
down and into a rectangle of earthen
loam that fell about them as they disappeared
into the yawning maw of the devouring
earth.
In the morning, all that remained was
a pile of freshly dug earth where the
snow had not yet fallen.
THE UNQUIET
GRAVE
Cold blows the wind on my
true love,
Soft falls the gentle rain,
I never had but one true
love,
And in greenwood he lies
slain.
Oh, I’d lose much
for my true love…
…I’ll sit and
I’ll mourn upon his
grave
For twelve months and a
day.
When the twelve months and
one day had passed
The ghost began to speak:
“Who is it that sits
all on my grave
And will not let me sleep?”
‘Tis I, ‘tis
I thine own true love,
That sits upon your grave,
I ask of one kiss from your
sweet lips,
And that is all I crave.
“My lips they are
as clay my love,
My breath is earthy strong,
And if you should kiss these
clay-cold lips
Your toil t’would
not be long.
Look down in the yonder
garden there,
Love, where we used to walk
–
The fairest flower that
ever bloomed
Has withered unto the stalk.
The stalk it has withered
and dried my love –
So will our hearts decay.
So wait yourself content,
my love,
‘Til Death calls you
away.” |
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The power of love and the accompanying
blessing of sexual union is something
profoundly desired in every human since
the beginning of time. That it is possible
for devils in the form of incubi and
demon lovers to pervert and distort
these most human of desires is disturbing
to contemplate. That we might possibly
invite them in, knowingly or unknowingly,
is not very much more comfort.
In the accumulated wisdom of folk tradition
is a cautionary tale for all eras, especially
those influenced by great conflagrations
in which the young and the tenderhearted
easily tether themselves in unfit and
unsubstantial unions. As it was in times
past, when in the dark night, desires
took the form of uninvited sexual trysts
with ethereal denizens of the realms
of hell, so in more modern times the
possibility remains: One is never quite
certain, when one gives away so dear
a gift as a heart or physical intimacy,
that the receiver completely deserves
such a gift.
Perhaps the greatest and most well known
adaptation of the old tales of incubi
and demon lovers is the short story
by author Elizabeth Bowen aptly titled
“The Demon Lover.” No other
modern author seems to have grasped
more successfully the ability of the
incubi to cast its seductive spell and
the results of one woman’s response
to the lure, even many years later.

Here, then, is Bowen’s masterpiece
of devilish fiction, in its entirety.
THE DEMON LOVER
by Elizabeth Bowen (1945)
Towards the end of her day in London
Mrs. Drover went round to her shut-up
house to look for several things she
wanted to take away. Some belonged to
herself, some to her family, who were
by now used to their country life. It
was late August; it had been a steamy,
showery day: at the moment the trees
down the pavement glittered in an escape
of humid yellow afternoon sun. Against
the next batch of clouds, already piling
up ink-dark, broken chimneys and parapets
stood out. In her once familiar street,
as in any unused channel, an unfamiliar
queerness had silted up; a cat wove
itself in and out of railings, but no
human eye watched Mrs. Drover’s
return. Shifting some parcels under
her arm, she slowly forced the latchkey
in an unwilling lock, then gave the
door, which had warped, a push with
her knee. Dead air came out to meet
her as she went in.
The staircase window having been boarded
up, no light came down into the hall.
But one door, she could just see, stood
ajar, so she went quickly through into
the room and unshuttered the big window
in there. Now the prosaic woman, looking
about her, was more perplexed than she
knew by everything that she saw, by
traces of her long former habit of life
– the yellow smoke-stain up the
white marble mantelpiece, the ring left
by a vase on the top of the escritoire,
the bruise in the wallpaper where, on
the door being thrown open widely, the
china handle had always hit the wall.
The piano, having gone away to be stored,
had left what looked like claw-marks
on its part of the parquet. Though not
much dust had seeped in, each object
wore a film of another kind; and, the
only ventilation being the chimney,
the whole drawing room smelled of the
cold hearth. Mrs. Drover put down her
parcels on the escritoire and left the
room to proceed upstairs; the things
she wanted were in the bedroom closet.
She had been anxious to see how the
house was – the part-time caretaker
she shared with some neighbors was away
this week on his holiday, known to be
not yet back. At the best of times he
did not look in often and she was never
sure that she trusted him. There were
some cracks in the structure, left by
the last bombing, on which she was anxious
to keep an eye. Not that one could do
anything –
A shaft of refracted daylight now lay
across the hall. She stopped dead and
stared at the hall table – on
this lay a letter addressed to her.
She thought first – then the caretaker
must be back. All the same, who, seeing
the house shuttered, would have dropped
a letter in at the box? It was not a
circular, it was not a bill. And the
post office redirected, to the address
in the country, everything for her that
came through the post. The caretaker
(even if her were back) did not know
she was due in London today –
her call here had been planned to be
a surprise – so his negligence
in the matter of this letter, leaving
it to wait in the dusk and dust, annoyed
her. Annoyed, she picked up the letter,
which bore no stamp. But it cannot be
important, or they would know….
She took the letter rapidly upstairs
with her, without a stop to look at
the writing till she reached what had
been her bedroom, where she let in light.
The room looked over the garden and
other gardens: the sun had gone in;
as the clouds sharpened and lowered,
the trees and rank lawns seemed already
to smoke with dark. Her reluctance to
look again at the letter came from the
fact that she felt intruded upon –
and by someone contemptuous of her ways.
However, in the tenseness preceding
the fall of rain she read it: it was
a few lines.
“Dear Kathleen,
You will not have forgotten that today
is our anniversary, and the day we said.
The years have gone by at once slowly
and fast. In view of the fact that nothing
has changed, I shall rely upon you to
keep your promise. I was sorry to see
you leave London, but was satisfied
that you would be back in time. You
may expect me, therefore, at the hour
arranged.
Until then…K.”
Mrs. Drover looked for the date: it
was today’s. She dropped the letter
onto the bedsprings, then picked it
up to see the writing again –
her lips, beneath the remains of lipstick,
beginning to go white. She felt so much
the change in her own face that she
went to the mirror, polished a clear
patch in it and looked at once urgently
and stealthily in. She was confronted
by a woman of forty-four, with eyes
staring out under a hat brim that had
been rather carelessly pulled down.
She had not put on any more powder since
she left the shop where she ate her
solitary tea. The pearls her husband
had given her on their marriage hung
loose round her now rather thinner throat,
slipping into the V of the pink wool
jumper her sister knitted last autumn
as they sat around the fire. Mrs. Drover’s
most normal expression was one of controlled
worry, but of assent. Since the birth
of the third of her little boys, attended
by a quite serious illness, she had
had an intermittent muscular flicker
to the left of her mouth, but in spite
of this she could always sustain a manner
that was at once energetic and calm.
Turning from her own face as precipitately
as she had gone to meet it, she went
to the chest where the things were,
unlocked it, threw up the lid and knelt
to search. But as the rain began to
come crashing down she could not keep
from looking over her shoulder at the
stripped bed on which the letter lay.
Behind the blanket of rain the clock
of the church that still stood struck
six – with rapidly heightening
apprehension she counted each of the
slow strokes. “The hour arranged
. . . My God,” she said, “WHAT
hour? How should I . . . ? After twenty-five
years . . . “
The young girl talking to the soldier
in the garden had not ever completely
seen his face. It was dark; they were
saying goodbye under a tree. Now and
then – for it felt, from not seeing
him at this intense moment, as though
she had never seen him at all –
she verified his presence for these
few moments longer by putting out a
hand, which he each time pressed, without
very much kindness, and painfully, on
to one of the breast buttons of his
uniform. That cut of the button on the
palm of her hand was, principally, what
she was to carry away. This was so near
the end of a leave from France that
she could only wish him already gone.
It was August 1916. Being not kissed,
being drawn away from and looked at
intimidated Kathleen till she imagined
spectral glitters in the place of his
eyes. Turning away and looking back
up the lawn she saw, through the branches
of trees, the drawing room window alight:
she caught a breath for the moment when
she could go running back there into
the safe arms of her mother and sister,
and cry: “What shall I do, what
shall I do? He is gone.”
Hearing her catch her breath, her fiancé
said, without feeling: “Cold?”
“You’re going away such
a long way.”
“Not so far as you think.”
“I don’t understand.”
“You don’t have to,”
he said. “You will. You know what
we said.”
“But that was – suppose
you – I mean, suppose.”
“I shall be with you,” he
said, “sooner or later. You won’t
forget that. You need do nothing but
wait.”
Only a little more than a minute later
she was free to run up the silent lawn.
Looking in through the window at her
mother and sister, who did not for the
moment perceive her, she already felt
that unnatural promise drive down between
her and the rest of all human kind.
No other way of having given herself
could have made her feel so apart, lost
and forsworn. She could not have plighted
a more sinister troth.
Kathleen behaved well when, some months
later, her fiancé was reported
missing, presumed killed. Her family
not only supported her but were able
to praise her courage without stint
because they could not regret, as a
husband for her, the man they knew almost
nothing about. They hoped she would,
in a year or two, console herself –
and had it been only a question of consolation
things might have gone much straighter
ahead. But her trouble, behind just
a little grief, was a complete dislocation
from everything. She did not reject
other lovers, for these failed to appear:
for years she failed to attract men
– and with the approach of her
thirties she became natural enough to
share her family’s anxiousness
on this score. She began to put herself
out, to wonder; and at thirty-two she
was very greatly relieved to find herself
being courted by William Drover. She
married him, and the two of them settled
down in this quiet, arboreal part of
Kensington: in this house the years
piled up, her children were born and
they all lived till they were driven
out by the bombs of the next war. Her
movements as Mrs. Drover were circumscribed,
and she dismissed any idea that they
were still watched.
As things were – dead or living
the letter-writer sent her only a threat.
Unable, for some minutes, to go on kneeling
with her back exposed to the empty room,
Mrs. Drover rose from the chest to sit
on an upright chair whose back was firmly
against the wall. The desuetude of her
former bedroom, her married London home’s
whole air of being a cracked cup from
which memory, with its reassuring power,
had either evaporated or leaked away,
made a crisis – and at just this
crisis the letter-writer had, knowledgeably,
struck. The hollowness of the house
this evening cancelled years on years
of voices, habits and steps. Through
the shut windows she only heard rain
fall on the roofs around. To rally herself,
she said she was in a mood – and,
for two or three seconds shutting her
eyes, told herself that she had imagined
the letter. But she opened them –
there it lay on the bed.
On the supernatural side of the letter’s
entrance she was not permitting her
mind to dwell. Who, in London, knew
she meant to call at the house today?
Evidently, however, this had been known.
The caretaker, had he come back, had
had no cause to expect her: he would
have taken the letter in his pocket,
to forward it, at his own time, through
the post. There was no other sign that
the caretaker had been in – but,
if not? Letters dropped in at doors
at deserted houses do not fly or walk
to tables in halls. They do not sit
on the dust of empty tables with the
air of certainty that they will be found.
There is needed some human hand –
but nobody but the caretaker had a key.
Under circumstances she did not care
to consider, a house can be entered
without a key. It was possible that
she was not alone now. She might be
being waited for, downstairs. Waited
for – until when? Until “the
hour arranged.” At least that
was not six o’clock: six had struck.
She rose from the chair and went over
to the locked door.
The thing was, to get out. To fly? No,
not that; she had to catch her train.
As a woman whose utter dependability
was the keystone of her family life
she was not willing to return to the
country, to her husband, her little
boys and her sister, without the objects
she had come up to fetch. Resuming work
at the chest she set about making up
a number of parcels in a rapid, fumbling-decisive
way. These, with her shopping parcels,
would be too much to carry; these meant
a taxi – at the thought of the
taxi her heart went up and her normal
breathing resumed. I will ring up the
taxi now; the taxi cannot come too soon:
I shall hear the taxi out there running
its engine, till I walk calmly down
to it through the hall. I’ll ring
up – But no: the telephone is
cut off . . . She tugged at a knot she
had tied wrong.
The idea of flight . . . He was never
kind to me, not really. I don’t
remember him kind at all. Mother said
he never considered me. He was set on
me, that was what it was – not
love. Not love, not meaning a person
well. What did he do, to make me promise
like that? I can’t remember. –But
she found that she could.
She remembered with such dreadful acuteness
that the twenty-five years since then
dissolved like smoke and she instinctively
looked for the weal left by the button
on the palm of her hand. She remembered
not only all that he said and did but
the complete suspension of her existence
during that August week. I was not myself
– they all told me so at the time.
She remembered – but with one
white burning blank as where acid has
dropped on a photograph: UNDER NO CONDITIONS
could she remember his FACE.
So, wherever he may be waiting, I shall
not know him. You have no time to run
from a face you do not expect.
The thing was to get to the taxi before
any clock struck what could be the hour.
She would slip down the street and round
the side of the square to where the
square gave on the main road. She would
return in the taxi, safe, to her own
door, and bring the solid driver into
the house with her to pick up the parcels
from room to room. The idea of the taxi
driver made her decisive, bold: she
unlocked her door, went to the top of
the staircase and listened down.
She heard nothing – but while
she was hearing nothing the passé
air of the staircase was disturbed by
a draught that traveled up to her face.
It emanated from the basement: down
there a door or window was being opened
by someone who chose this moment to
leave the house.
The rain had stopped; the pavements
steamily shone as Mrs. Drover let herself
out by inches from her own front door
into the empty street. The unoccupied
houses opposite continued to meet her
look with their damaged stare. Making
towards the thoroughfare and the taxi,
she tried not to keep looking behind.
Indeed, the silence was so intense –
one of those creeks of London silence
exaggerated this summer by the damage
of the war – that no tread could
have gained on hers unheard. Where her
street debouched on the square where
people went on living she grew conscious
of and checked her unnatural pace. Across
the open end of the square two buses
impassively passed each other; women,
a perambulator, cyclists, a man wheeling
a barrow signified, once again, the
ordinary flow of life. At the square’s
most populous corner should be –
and was – the short taxi rank.
This evening, only one taxi –
but this, although it presented its
blank rump, appeared already to be alertly
waiting for her. Indeed, without looking
round the driver started his engine
as she panted up from behind and put
her hand on the door. As she did so,
the clock struck seven. The taxi faced
the main road: to make the trip back
to her house it would have to turn –
she had settled back on the seat and
the taxi HAD turned before she, surprised
by its knowing movement, recollected
that she had not “said where.”
She leaned forward to scratch at the
glass panel that divided the driver’s
head from her own.
The driver braked to what was almost
a stop, turned round and slid the glass
panel back: the jolt of this flung Mrs.
Drover forward till her face was almost
into the glass. Through the aperture
driver and passenger, not six inches
between them, remained for an eternity
eye to eye. Mrs. Drover’s mouth
hung open for some seconds before she
could issue her first scream. After
that she continued to scream freely
and to beat with her gloved hands on
the glass all round as the taxi, accelerating
without mercy, made off with her into
the hinterland of deserted streets.

“It is certain also that the following
has happened. Husbands have actually
seen Incubus devils swiving their wives,
although they have thought that they
were not devils but men. And when they
have taken up a weapon and tried to
run them through, the devil has suddenly
disappeared, making himself invisible.
And then their wives have thrown their
arms about them, although they have
sometimes been hurt, and railed at their
husbands, mocking them, and asking them
if they had eyes, or whether THEY were
possessed of devils!”
The Malleus Maleficarum of Heinrich
Kramer and James Sprenger, Part Two,
Question One, Chapter Four.
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Devil, Greek diabolos; Lat. diabolus)The
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Whether
we call him The Great Satan, Lucifer,
, Shaitan, Beelzebub, Iblis-Satan
is also commonly known as the Devil,
the "Prince of Darkness,",
Belial, and Mephistopheles or the
Dragon, the Serpent, the Goat. Or
whether we are afraid to speak his
unholy infernal name aloud at all
- many people are truly concerned
about the Devil's great powers over
them and others question if he is
real. Satan represents metaphysically
simply the reverse or the polar opposite
of everything in nature. The Kabalists
say that the true name of Satan is
that of Jehovah placed upside down,
for "Satan is not a black god
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Cursed
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Lilith
is a female Mesopotamian night demon
believed to harm male children. In
Isaiah 34:14, Lilith (Hebrew Lilit)
is a kind of night-demon or animal,
translated as onokentauros; in the
Septuagint, as lamia; "witch"
by Hieronymus of Cardia; and as screech
owl in the King James Version of the
Bible. In the Talmud and Midrash,
Lilith appears as a night demon. She
is often identified as the first wife
of Adam and sometimes thought to be
the mother of all incubi and succubi,
a legend that arose in the Middle
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The
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universally depicted as alluring women
with unearthly beauty, often with
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snakelike eyes, hooves, etc). Occasionally
they appear simply as an attractive
woman in dreams that the victim cannot
seem to get off their mind. They lure
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gasping, or having an asthma attack
or something. When I bent down to
it and it turned around, I almost
died on the spot! It was horrible!
And what was worse was how it ran
away – it scittered, you know,
like a roach on paper! It ran off
toward Dauphine [Street]! I tell you
what: I don’t walk down there
alone anymore!”
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